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肚痛

肚痛

一年一度的肚痛又来找我了，
为什么会这样？
它好像我的闹钟似的，
每一年都会准时来找我，
真的他妈的痛！
吃了药，搽了家传药水，都不见效！

第一年开始有这个怪病，是在四年前，

那一年Form 5，我痛得抱着他送我的蜡笔小新，
希望当时他就在我的身边照顾我。
那年，还害我得不到100%出席率的文凭！

三年前，我们在一起，
他陪我到诊所看病，
送我到家，还等我吃了药才回家。

两年前，我在加影，
抱着他送我的蜡笔小新，
躺在床上，和他在电话上倾诉我的痛，向他撒娇。

去年，身在澳洲，痛也不敢去看医生，太贵了！
但是，心里也还在想着他。。。

今天，肚子又痛了，
脑子里自然又会想起他，

难道，那已变成了习惯？
我已习惯每年的肚子痛，
那我也不是会习惯性的想起他？

快点好起来！
肚子啊，肚子！
不要在折磨我了！
肚痛很不好受！

熟悉。。。。

熟悉...

在一个不属于自己的地方，
看到熟悉的脸孔，
看到熟悉的纸袋，
感到熟悉的味道，
忽然很冲动，
很想和他说句话，
“你是槟城来的吗？”
胆量欺骗了我，
理智控制了我，
在十多人的火车里，
最后选择沉默。
下了车，
看着他的背影渐渐渺小，
在我眼中慢慢消失...

疼我的责任

疼我的责任

喜欢被人疼的感觉；
去年的今天，被有些人照顾及关心，虽然有时觉得过分的关心令人烦厌，但是有时心里却很温暖，毕竟被人疼的感觉真得很不错。慢慢的，回家的始终要回家，忙的始终要忙，隔着一段很宽扩的距离，要如何感受被疼的感觉？！？就连疼我的大哥哥Tim 都回家了，再也没有人对我像小孩子般的疼爱。再也没有人像Tim 一样的抚摸我的头或抱抱我，他就像是我哥哥一样，甚至比我亲哥哥更疼爱我。

看了慧棋的网志，看到好多蝴蝶蜜蜂在她身旁献殷勤，替她高兴之余，还很羡慕他。失恋后，常常对自己说，“我不需要这些，我享受独自一人的日子，我要过女强人的生活。”日子一久，嘴里这么说，心里却不那么想。前阵子，一个人到戏院看《War of The World》，口里吃着Buskin Robbin 的雪糕，觉得自己很会享受那一刻，但整个感觉很空虚。双手总是想被抓着，十指紧扣的那种。头很想靠着别人的肩膀，幸亏没人坐在我旁边，不然我怕我会做出一些傻事。忽然发现，我没有的是，安全感！还要待在澳洲一年半之长，在没有任何人疼我的日子里，会是如何过呢？！？很想快点找个人来拖拖手，被疼疼，但是容易吗？想随便找个人来拍散拖，但是我做到吗？根据风水师，生肖鼠的人，今年恋爱运程很高。就是这样，心里就一直盼望着，盼望我心中的他究竟何时才到来？半年已去，该疼我的他还会出现吗？

celebration??

Celebration???


1 year, in Australia;
1 scoop, Baskin Robbins Chocolate ice cream;
1 movie, War of the World starring by Tom Cruise;
1 pair, a black boots;
1 box, McDonald's Happy meal with...
1 toy, Pooh's Heffalump Movie of Kanga;
1 smile, for all these satisfaction...

1 year... anniversary

1 year... anniversary

Unconsciously, it's been a year, studying in Perth, Australia. How can I remember the day... coz it is my dearest Fong Fong's birthday!! Still remember last year this time　I was still packing and listing down the things I brought to here. And I still can remember this time I recieved a phone call by my dear, Erica for wishing me have a safe journay and take care. I cant sleep well tat night, scared to miss my flight, scared of lefting some important documents, scared to go a place that totally different from home, scared of nobody to help while having problem in a place that you totally not familiar with...

5 hours flight, just like sitting a bus from KL to Penang. A little anxious, but there was still a steward came to flirt with me, I was really tired coz of the sleepless night before, but he kept asking me this and that.. sienz.. The worst is he kept bringing me toothbrush, postcards, playing cards, and candies, does I look like those aunty that want freebies? hmmm...

It's like a dream, I kept forgetting that Im in the land of Australia, have to remind sometimes. Australia actually more or less like Malaysia, just change the Malays into Caucasions, Indians into Blacks, Malaysian's Aboriginals
into Australian's, and Chineses remain Chineses :P and tat's AUSTRALIA!!

Last, let's have a toast, celebrate my 1st anniversary in Australia!!
Heerrrmm *clear throat*... May my university journey is going very well, have all distinction in all my assignments and exams!! CHEERRZZZ...!!

p/s: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR FONG FONG!!! muuuackk~~!!

here for 1 yr

Officially, Im here in Australia for exactly 1 year!!!

A very relaxing Sunday~~~

A very relaxing Sunday~~~

Wake up early in the morning, though it was 10.30am, it's consider very early for me coz i used to wake up at 12pm before. Took a morning shower and listened to radio. Had a small breakie then... start baking!!!

Weird right? I always bake when Chinese New Year coming or for "somebody" before. I bought the ingredient for months and was planning to made it when i was having my semester break, but... hehe.. lazy..

Mix this mix that, and turn out to be..........


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Look delicious hor.. hehe.. you wan some?



a closer look at my Rock Bun.. yum yum yummie~~

Kai Wee said it was a bit limp, but, hey, this cookie taste like this okie, so tat's wat make it so special!! :P My brother likes Rock Bun so much, he alwayz tells me if i don wanna bake other cookies it's okie, but i MUST bake this Rock Bun and the Peanut cookie, haha.. Soli Bro, this time u cant eat it, or u wan me to post it to u?? :P

After baking, watching TV, Bewitched, which is going to hav the cinema version soon, starring by my lovie Nicole Kidman, 7th July. Who wanna watch this wif me? ... no... I don hav kaki cinema here, too bad, so plan to watch alone.. sounds pathetic right...

Later then I finally had the guts to finish watching the vcd, SHUTTER, a really scary movie leh, last time watch until cry, first time watch horror movie until cry leh.. thanks to Koan *ggheerrr* Then i continued wif The Ring 2, cant imagine, 2 horror movies in a day, pray for not having nightmare tonight...

And now it's already almost 7.30pm, the day it's going to the end. Wat im going to do for the last couple hours? Just lay my legs straight and relaxxx... hoho..

Have to work tomoro again.. sigh...

OH YA, ALMOST FORGET!! I made a very cute craft last night. I sew it myself leh, errm.. of coz not the bear la!



It just cost me for aus$2 to buy it. Still thinking wanna keep this for myself or give it to other people.. who wan it?? The work doesnt look really fine, but if you don mind, tells me la! It's not big as wat u see, just a very small one..



Enjoy ur nice Sunday and hope u were having a relaxing Sunday as mine too...

tired

tired

2nd day working today,
4hrs,
peak hour,
cant stop working,
nervous,
coz first time working in restaurant,
hav to memorize all the food name,
hav to take order,
dont hav time to pee oso,
but...
got 80cents tip today,
so it's 20cents per hour,
tat's my first tip in my life,
80cents for my bus fees,
tat's all... **yawn***sleep**

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short talk b4 sleep: got a lot to write today, but my brain need rest, update tomoro, gdnite to me, n huggies to me... tomoro making cookies...