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another "..."

In just one week, we lost 2 most important and most lovable elder parents. But we know it's actually a relief for Nai Nai, she had gone through too much, and it's the time for her to rest in peace...



On Grandparents' wedding anniversary dinner ::: Mummy,pretty n young; Daddy,handsome n cute; Bro,stupid n retarded; Sis, cute but not now; Last but not least, me... DAMN PRETTY!!!

Tat day was the day after Ye Ye's seven days, I had to go back KL coz I was having my exams in college. She was acting quite normal and we didn't know she actually knows or not about her life partner had gone to heaven eralier than her. I think none of us told her... She was suffering from those old people sickness (I don know the name..) When we just arrived KL, about 8pm, we received a call from family in penang..about her.. she left us.. We didnt hav the time to manage our emotions.. I cried out loud, I need something to ease my pain inside, I called someone n cried, just cried...

I know it was Ye Ye bring Nai Nai together, they are really living to old age in conjugal bliss, am happy.. I know they cant apart, they have to be together, forever.. how sweet is tat..

As wat I said last week, everything is incomplete without both of them, feel so empty. I know we still can snivel when we think of them, coz we really miss them a lot, it's a lot... Sometimes I still replay Ye Ye's 80yrs old birthday party CDs, just to dispel my yearn towards them... Really miss them a lot.. My Dear Grandparents, pray and guide us, so we wont step on the wrong side.. bring us the light to guide us the right path to walk... Miss and Love Ye Ye & Nai Nai...



Chinese New Year 2004, photo taken when visiting grandparents' seat of spirit tablet in Air Itam ::: Compare to the photo in my last blog, any difference?? A LOT!!! Try to find which one is me..

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Got this SMS at about 9.30pm...

Today the 3rd anniversary of father/grandpa passing away! Lets keep all fond memory about him n may him RIP. Mother/grandma anniversary on 29/6, lets remember same!

Sender: Er Pek Fu--hp
Sent: 09:18:01pm
24.06.2005



Never realise, it's been 3 years.. We lost him for already 3 years!! All our family members are really miss him so much! He was our family's leader, he fought for everything just to protact and to take care for our family.. The time he was not around was really hard for us to overcome. I know the only thing he was worried about is he does not want to see our family separate apart, he scare all of our 6 small families will lose contact after he leave. But Ye Ye, don worry, we are very close then before now. We are more concern about each other then before and thanks to the technology, we can chat and talk with each other in the internet. I know that's wat you want us to be, and we are doing very good.

Ye Ye, you know I really miss you? Everytime I talk to Xin Ning, I'll tell her that would be great if you still here. The Chinese New Year was incomplete with your absent, that's what I told xin ning too... Last year's reunion dinner, we knew you n Nai Nai turned into butterflies to visit us, you come by to see whether we are good onot, we know... Every night, I'm hoping to see you in my dream, but what I heard is that is not a good sign to see someone passed away in dreams, coz that's mean you still not going to heaven. So I know you are going very well 'there' too. Sometimes will hear from daddy that you still go to the old house in Padang Tembak several times. You are still worring about everything here, coz you don have the heart to leave us here as we are not too.

Ye Ye, you always said I was ur most clever granddaughter in the family, so I try to do my very best everytime not to make you disappointed. My brother is going to graduate soon, and I know you will be glad to hear that as he always a headache for you. Sin Xi and Keng Hean are going to have their government exams this year, so I think they will do their best as well. Xin Ning is in Australia studying for her degree and we often contact with each other. Keng Khai still fight for his diploma certs and plan to go UK for his degree. Keng Joo Koko is in Italy working and enjoying as well; San Jie and Er jie are still fighting for their lifes working working n working; oh ya, a good news for you Ye Ye, Da Jie is going to have her second child soon..haha.. another baby for me to "play"..haha...

You mean so much for us, Ye Ye. We really really miss you a lot... I know you always looking at us from there, take care and bless us every moment... I wish I could give you a hug now..*hugzzz* Had a busy day today, going to bed soon, good night my dear Ye Ye...

Which Malaysian Blogger Are You?

Congratulations Patricia, you are...

Kenny Sia of kennysia.com

You have it all, or so you think. Big balls, big bird, big everything. Also a big heart and ever-ready big hug to give out to everybody who needs one. But you didn't know this. You're the one who need a hug the most. So hugs to you!

Which Malaysian Blogger Are You?

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Short talk: How could I be Kenny Sia? He is the hottest guy in M'sia now, wif sexy hairy legs n muscular oily body.. hah.. Anyway, i really enjoy reading his blog, hilarious yet serious... HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!! n really.. i need hugss now...

crazy...

Crazy day...

Having 2 exams in a day, tat was extremely insane!! not even my mind was totally exhausted, my body was also fatigue...... menstruating some more... while coming to the end of my 1st paper of the day, luckily...

冰冰的双脚，冷冷的双手；温温的身体，热热的额头...

Syabu

SYABU

Was watching NT7 Edisi Siasat Mandarin. They reported a whole feature for the most popular drugs in Msia, SYABU. My advice...

KEEP UR ASS AWAY FROM SYABU!!

It will ruined ur whole life even u just take ONE SIP! Please, for u, for ur family, for everyone who loves you, don ever try it! It brings u damage more than pleasure! Another advice for those kaki clubbing, don try any drinks from stranger or even ur fren. Syabu is tasteless and colourless, u cant notice it and many rapist had use syabu as their 'weapon'. Im not trying to say don trust ur fren, but for ur safety, pls listen to me! Im not nagging u, but it's true, SYABU is harmful!!

Take care,

With tons of love,

Ur sister aka Sin Tze aka Pat aka Bye

another post bout mommy

Another Post About Mommy and Wet Market...

           Remember i asked my mom why she always cook the same dish every week, monday will be tauge, tuesday long bean, wednesday choi sum, thursday green bean, n friday cauliflower; it's like a routine and even we can memorized it. Then my mom said, "if u think it is easy to go market n think of what to cook for u all every week, then next time i'll let u take this responsible, let u see is it really easy onot!"

           Hehee... at tat time, i still think it is an easy job, until now, far away from home, I hav to think what should i cook for lunch n dinner EVERYDAY by myself. It's been a really headache for me, coz i know im a bit choosy... hehe... It's not an easy job to go wet market every week standing in front of the stall for couple hours choosing the freshest vegetable and thinking which dish to cook for the whole family. So, LOV ur mom more!!


at railway from subiaco, the cheapest wet market

dumpling festival

Dumpling Festival

              It's the first time i celebrate Dumpling Festival in a place im not so comfortable wif.. Yesterday erica was telling me that how nice was the dumpling in Taiwan, then I started to think that mayb im not going to hav ANY dumpling this yr, very sad... But, luckily, later then Kiki invited me to the dinner today and they bought some dumpling to share together. Eventhough i had tasted various kind of dumpling, i don feel that contented. I feel something missing, something that i familiar with... YES!! Tat's my Mommy's homemade dumpling, which is glutinous rice stuffing with salty egg york, mushrooms, pork, a bit dried shrimps and... Chestnut!! tat's my favourite!! chestnut..yum yum... I really do miss my mom's dumpling, i wish im in M'sia to taste her dumpling.. >_<

              Still remember Mommy always heat the dumpling for the family for breakfast. But last yr, I had to go Pickwick (kindy) in the early morning, so I cant eat dumpling for breakfast. Coz I know when I eat something oily in the morning, my stomach will not feel good (u should know wat i mean) and I had to put my eyes on the children every minute for avoiding them from any problem, i know i don hav time for toileting.. hehe..

Anyhow.... MISS MOMMY's DUMPLING!!

New Hair Cut

New Hair Cut

Today is my first time get my hair trimed in Perth. Many ppl advice me not to do my hair in aussie, coz they cut a very bad hair and very expensive. And tat was freak me out.

While this evening I joged to Blockbuster for DVD returning and thought to get some toilet paper in Dewson, i saw a hair saloon. Thus i automatically walked into the shop and asked for the student price. The girl told me Aus$55 for a hair cut!! So bloody expensive! Aus$55 = approx RM165!! I walked out the saloon and asked myself, "How can i get my hair done if every saloon offer such expensive cutting?" I really really hav to trim my hair, coz i nearly half yr don do anything for my hair and it is really like a "bush" now. When i was in M'sia, i used to get my hair trim in every 2 months.

Continued jog near that area, saw another saloon, walked in and out again, coz the price is Aus$50, no difference, still expensive. I'm about to give up and continue my jogging. Suddenly, saw another saloon again, walked in... n not out..ha.. Luckily, this saloon just Aus$21 and student will get another 15% off. So, just ignore about how bad my hair will become, close my eyes n let her do whateva she wants. The results?? Not too bad... actually just trim, nothin fancy, not dare to try oso, chicken me...

Rainbow

::: Rainbow in Rottnest :::

别哭，我最爱的人

别哭，我最爱的人--钟星 著

这本书读了第三次就哭了三次，里面的文字真情流露，容易牵动我的心，觉得自己好爱哭。。。

家人和朋友，都是我最爱的人，不过每每都最容易伤害到他们。

记得小时候，被妈妈骂，我就冲口而出，说：“你不要管我，让我搬到孤儿院去！我不要留在这里！”不知道为什么，那句话竟然从我的口中说出来，那时的我，心里很痛，但我知道，妈妈的心比我更痛百倍。过后，她就狠狠地鞭打我。我没怪她，因为我看到她眼角有泪痕，我伤她很深很深。。。

我很任性，脾气又很坏，伤了不少人的心。
但很庆幸的，他们还是选择不离不弃的留在我身边，我真的很对不起，对不起我伤了你！
我爱你！别哭，我最爱的人！

冬天

冬天

我不喜欢冬天，
不喜欢冷冷冰冰的感觉；
不喜欢下午五点就天暗的感觉；
不喜欢24小时里，14小时以上都下着雨的感觉；
不喜欢身体每分每寸都包得密密的感觉；
就是不喜欢冬天！

想念马来西亚温热的天气。。。想家。。。